“Hell and Back Again” Danfung Dennis’ hypnotic, compelling documentary follows the return of a badly injured Marine from Afghanistan, inter-cutting footage from the battlefield with scenes from 25-year old Sgt Nathaniel Harris’ life back in North Carolina.
On the battlefield, Sgt Harris and his fellow troops meet with village elders trapped between U.S. forces and the Taliban, their goats have been killed and their wheat ruined, and their children are ill after forced relocations to the riverbed. The battles are random bullet blasts and returned fire, until the unit is pinned in a hut, and a bomb strike is called in. At home he must cope with healing.
Hell and Back Again blends battle scenes with home life scenes seamlessly, they emerge as Nathaniel’s flashbacks and memories as he visits the Walmart/Chuckie Cheese mall with his wife, sees the doctor to deal with his pain management issues, or goes through physical therapy. His wife Ashley is supportive, but nervous, especially when Nathaniel expresses deep love for his pistol, which he keeps loaded and ready, stuffed between the mattress and box springs, and it’s clear Nathaniel’s injuries are more than just physical.
This intimate portrait of a soldier removes the political rhetoric from the war and gives us stark reality –harsh, tender and frightening.



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Please stay on topic/s–in this case tonight’s film Hell and Back Again, soldiers returning from Afghanistan and Iraq and their adjustments to civilian life, PTSD, injuries, the VA and our director Danfung Dennis …If you’d like to type about Obama, Occupy Wall Street, or other issues please find a post elsewhere on FDL to do so. Thank you.
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Hello Danfung! Welcome to Firedoglake Movie Night and thank you for being here tonight!
Danfung, you were embedded with the men of Echo for how long?
I spent seven months in Afghanistan total, and one month embedded with Echo Company in Helmand Province.
And once Sgt Harris was wounded, you made the decision to follow his story as he returned home?
Six months into his tour, and days away from rotating out, Nathan was shot in the hip during an ambush. He nearly bled to death before he was medivaced out and underwent blood transfusions and multiple surgeries.
I rejoined Nathan when he returned to his hometown of Yadkinville, North Carolina. He was in incredible pain and distress from having left his men behind. He introduced me to his friends and family by saying, “This guy was with me over there.” With that, I was accepted into a rural, conservative, Baptist community and essentially lived with him and his wife Ashley.
The story naturally became less about counter insurgency doctrine as I began to document Nathan’s most difficult mission: his struggle to transition back into a community that was completely disconnected from his experience; his transformation from a warrior and leader to a man who required help with even the smallest daily tasks, while clinging to the dream that one day he would rejoin his men in combat.
He did want to go back, that was clear–and in the film his wife Ashley discusses that he possibly could–that the rules have changed. Could you explain that for our readers?
What was the estimate amount of time for his recovery (and detox off of pain meds) before he could go back to duty?
And how is he doing now?
And along with physical therapy, is he receiving any therapy for PTSD?
Nathan is this completely open and honest man, and I think Ashley is an angel, just so loving and caring and supportive and always there for him, no matter how difficult it is. And they are very stoic. They volunteered for this.
These couples, these families, are the ones bearing the entire burden of this war. I mean, three deployments is not unheard of, for others five or six. It’s a way of life for them. Fighting these wars is what they’ve known for these last eight years of their lives. And so I have a deep respect for the communities that have struggled through it, and especially for the families. They’re the ones that carry these very broken and injured men back and help them come home.
So Nathan is extremely lucky to have someone like Ashley, because there are so many that don’t. Their relationship is extremely strained by his psychological and physical injuries, and she is so strong to carry on and stick by his side through it. They’re still together, they’re still very much going through this together. It’s also the story of this one couple going through this war, but it represents many other military families that are also bearing the entire burden of this war. And so I do have a deep respect for these communities, but also don’t try to glorify what it means to be in the military. I just lay it out bare.
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Exactly, there are thousands of men and women, and their families who are deployed and return as very different people, suffering physical and mental injuries (and families and communities dealing with the deaths of their soldiers).
Do you think we as a nation are prepared for this? And do we have enough support systems in place?
It is a nonpolitical film. I don’t have a leftist or right agenda. It tries just to lay bare the costs of war, what it means to be at war, and who’s bearing that burden. It’s very easy to think of it as a distinct conflict, as something far away, as an abstraction. So it is a hope that my bearing witness and showing the reality of what’s happening can help shape the public consciousness into understanding what the true costs are.
I think first of all there just needs to be discussion. These wars aren’t even talked about on a real level. And so I think discussions like this are a great starting point. But there are also many in our own communities that have experienced this war, so reaching out to them is also important. There are many veterans in our communities, and I think there’s a disconnect for them as well. So I just hope that this film is a beginning point for further discussion and helps connect those that have been there with those around them.
A friend’s brother is back form tours in both Iraq and Af’stan as a sniper, and he is suffering PTSD, the adjustment is hard. ANd once you are done, whta then? Do you re-up? Try to find a civilian job, take advantage of school opportunities (and then what?)–and if you have been injured…?
You are right, there is no discussion about the wars, let alone the damaged generation of young men that are back in our communities, in pain.
Young men and women. A gal friend was in the first Gulf War, and wow, she is still a mess…and these wars now are even more confusing as to why, as the men in Hell and Back Again discuss.
I think Nathan was willing to show me the transition he went through because I had seen who he was over there, as a leader of men, someone with a sense of mission and purpose, who was making life-and-death decisions for men under his command. And he was willing to share that other side of being completely dependent on his wife, of being dependent on medications, and having to deal with the trivial, mundane nature of life back at home and trying to reconcile those two. He’s still an active duty Marine in the Wounded Warriors Regiment at Camp Lejeune, but will probably medically retire soon.
What do the Wounded Warriors do on active duty? How is his physical therapy going?
For me his pistol play was a little nerve wracking, yet I understood it…
“Hell and Back Again” screening dates can be found here:
http://www.hellandbackagain.com/screenings.html
Thank you Danfung for being here and thanks Firepups! Next week we have Carl Colby, the director of “The Man Nobody Knew,” the documentary about his father CIA chief William Colby.
Damn. It played in Austin yesterday.