"These are the times that try men's souls," wrote Thomas Paine, the Glenn Greenwald of the 1700's, "The summer soldier and the sunshine patriot will, in this crisis, shrink from the service of their country; but he that stands it now, deserves the love and thanks of man and woman. Tyranny, like hell, is not easily conquered; yet we have this consolation with us, that the harder the conflict, the more glorious the triumph."
I know that many of us are upset in the wake of Jane's news earlier today. It seems particularly cruel that this is happening just as the Libby trial is kicking off, but I know that together we can ride it out. We will stand by our Fearless Leader, Captain Hamsher, unblinking in the face of adversity, strong and proud together through the storm.
We've all worked very hard to get to this point, but none so hard as Jane and Christy. They made this blog what it is, and a large part of that, especially early on, was their A-plus coverage of all things Plame-related. Now, Firedoglake has arrived, y'all! Courtroom access, boy howdy!
You know, I'm still kind of trying to figure out what my role in all of this will be. I'm pretty well-informed on the Libby case, but next to emptywheel, looseheadprop, Jane, Christy, and the others, I'm just a well-scrubbed, hustling rube with a little taste, and from what I understand, Judge Watson has a firm No-60ft.-Carnivores-in-the-Courtroom policy. Still, if in fact it turns out to be my job to be chief cook and bottle washer at the Plame House while I'm there in February, riding the train in from my Dad's place in the suburbs to fix coffee, wash the dishes, and put on a pot of chili, then so be it. I will be honored to be Cap'n Hamsher's gopher and cabin-boy. Ahoy! Avast, ye scurvy dogs!!
Being kind of generally highly-strung and sensitive, I was pretty pole-axed by the news of Jane's diagnosis. (And you know, that's kind of pitiful, when someone tells you they have cancer and then spends the entire rest of the phone call talking YOU down off the ledge...) But I'll tell you all pretty much what she told me.
We're going to make it through this. Take a deep breath, say a prayer, and have a little faith. We're going to rock this motherf*cker down.
Frankly, I'm not sure who I am more afraid for, Scooter or the cancer cells.
Like Annie Lennox says, "Hold your head up, movin' on...Keep your head up, come on, come on...Hold your head up...Keep your head up!"
God bless you all and good night.
Much love,
T.Rex, Esq.
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Fitzmas!
My mom told me Jane’s going to be just fine.
“Plame House.” I like that.
No, really. Is it too late to set this up with MTV as a new edition of “The Real World?”
Ed*ard Teller @ 2
I think your mom is right. Besides, the last thing God needs right now is Jane blogging about the crappy way he runs a universe. He wouldn’t dare.
I just checked in and read the earlier post … which was like a gut punch.
Best wishes to you, Jane! Indomitable spirit counts for a lot.
And reading Pachacutec’s courtroom posts, I was in awe that Firedoglake is blossoming into something so totally frackin cool. Amazing.
ME!
All Life is Eternal. The hearts that Jane has opened in this community are with her. I fell into that pillow of Compassion a few months ago and found it very sustaining.
Go Jane!
Trex,
Thank you for the support you are giving Jane, that is wonderful! It is never easy when it is someone you care for. And Thank You for all your wit on this blog, the intelligent thoughts of a 60 footer are something you just can’t find any old where.
AZ Matt @
8
Muchas gracias.
All of us love Jane, so of course we’re sticking by her through this. She’d sure do it for any of us!
We are a family, here, and that’s how we’ll get through it. As a family, united. No matter what comes down the pike, we can face it and conquer it together.
It’s the progressive way.
Very sad and then very happy going from one post to the next. Like a tilt-o-whirl of love (gonna make me puke my corn dog up).
I’m definately a long-time lurker, but I’ve been reading this blog daily since around the time of Hurricane Katrina and Jane even sent me a personal response to a comment back then. So now I sit here in my room with tears in my eyes b/c I feel like a friend has given me hard news and there’s nothing I can do to help. I’ve de-lurked long enough to say that my thoughts and prayers will remain with Jane and all the FDL family that I visit silently each evening. My love to you, Jane. Stay strong and come back to kick some ass real soon.
Jane - You are our Superwoman.
Now, you have to fight off that damn kyptonite cancer and continue fighting for Truth, Justice, and the American Way.
Gotham (and America) need you and are praying for you.
Holding all FDL close tonite, dear theropod. Thanks for this post. Hope you are holding up.
What a day — classy courtroom blogging and Jane’s news. Are we just a world of contrasts?
I’m delurking. When my son was young, after I sang to him, we did a long litany of “God bless…” mentioning important people and pets in his life. Tonight I will reprise our old tradition to say “God bless Jane.” Jane, you are a blessing to all of us; turnabout is fair play.
TRex @
9
Yep, it sure is.
I looked long and hard for a youTube clip of Micheal Palin and John Belushi to juxtapose with the idea of Captain Jane and a 60 foot cabin theropod…to no avail.
But, here’s the transcript:
The Adventures of Miles Cowperthwaite
Whew… today I
Left DC via airplane to fly to Atlanta.
For a big hardass in all things physical and mechanical, I am not the happiest flier. Had to be strong, though… Mrs, PRex is an even less happy flier.
Got to Atlanta, spent so long at the airport waiting for baggage that I wasn’t able to go home and prepare for tonight’s show,
which I just played.
Then I read from bottom to top today’s entries here at FDL…
As someone has already said… what a gutpunch.
Jane, I don’t pray much. Well. Never, actually. Trying to figure out if these old knees bend all the way to the floor. We’ll know soon.
Godspeed.
I’m only a lurker but, what a blow! Jane, you don’t have any idea how important you are to those of us who don’t have your courage and strength. Hang in there and know that we out here in Lurkland count on you and are praying for you. GO SAINTS! GO JANE!
TRex…Sit down my friend, remain calm and you
will do fine. You have been amazing over the past months and you will continue to be the leader that you are!! Our Jane will come through this just fine…how can she lose with this entire family praying and thinking about her…we have her covered from top to her toes!! You watch her
walk in on you on Feb 4th!! That is when you will be the man of the hour…chief cook and bottle washer!! Are you up to it?? You have two weeks to get ready!! :) Should you need any help, sing out and the family is here to give you a hand!!
Cheerio!!
Maureen
Highest regards and best wishes to Jane. Keep on kicking ass.
(And you know, that’s kind of pitiful, when someone tells you they have cancer and then spends the entire rest of the phone call talking YOU down off the ledge…)
I knew I liked you for a reason other than your cool horn-rims TRex. I think you’re like me in the way that you can look your own trials and tribulations square in the face and wink at them or laugh. But faced with the pain and trials of someone you love and the rage borne of impotence in the face of things we can’t effect or control and you’re a wreck.
“God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change…” is definitely the hardest of the three divine requests in the Serenity Prayer. At least for me it is.
Dinesh Deloser is gonna be on Colbert tonight.
Thanks TRex, lmao.
John Casper @ 23
I’m thenthitive!!
Doesn’t this version of “Sweet Dreams” kick ass?
Trex, if I were in Jane’s position and I was only allowed one person to support me, love me, cheer me up and cry with me, that person would be you. You’re a sweetie.
Oh and Colbert just kicked the dems (Levin) and their nonbinding resolution re the escalation in the teeth.
kerpow! Thanks Mr. Colbert, well deserved and well done, imho.
Nice piece, TRex, and thanks for all you’re doing for FDL, and for Jane. I’m sure it means a lot to her, and to us. Keep on keepin on. See ya tomorrow.
No rolls per Amatos orders, just soft pretzels or Ben and Jerrys.
Trying to plan your roll in this situation would most likely change who you are naturally, lets not mess up a wonderful thing, okay? *s*
TRex, honey!
I gotta walk away from the ‘puter now to do some stuff around the house I still have the energy for, before it gets too late.
But I couldn’t leave without giving you a great big hug — and thanking you for this wonderful post. It evokes just the right spirit — nourishing for Jane, for all of us Pupsters, and for you, yourself.
You’re right about us being a family!
And I never knew how much I would appreciate having a 60-foot therapod for a brother!
You’re the best.
Persiflage @ 26
Aw.
You know, I have fulfilled that role a few times in my life. I’m a good codependent. Throw me out a window and someone else’s life flashes before my eyes.
Thank You for the post TRex. What Jane is enduring puts our lives in perspective. I believe that when one survives such a crisis, we are stronger because of it. Considering Jane has been through this twice before, it explains a lot about the person I’ve come to know through her words.
May you prosper Jane, Godspeed.
.
TRex @ 31
Uh. . . I think those are windows on each floor. ;>)
TRex @ 31
Must have been on the ground floor.
Part of what got me through my treatment was the love of this community. Can you imagine the loving energy Jane must feel at this point?
(The other thing that got me through was TRex’s excellent, wonderful, intelligent, sensitive, funny, and yet pointed posts. I’m so glad you are in her (and our) corner, Mr. Rex.)
Hi TRex– thanks for this post and major hugs to Ms. Jane.
No, no, Mrs. K8! You’re the best!
TRex @ 31
Good friends are more important than just about anything. Enjoy the friends you will be with in the Plame House!
TRex @ 31
LOL! Thanks for that laugh, I needed it. You know it’s not so much that I’m worried about Jane, she’s strong, motivated and well-informed. She will fight like a tiger. It’s the outpouring of love and support from all the wonderful commenters that touches me the most. What a terrific group of people the FDL crew have attracted. Oh, I’m getting all teary now. Hand me a tissue.
Jane, you have been an absolute inspiration to me and I’m sure many others who have been reading your political commentary these last few years.
I wish you well. Take care of yourself, and we’ll all be waiting for your return to FDL.
Pachacutec blogging of today’s Libby Trial events is up on Huff Po. Just to let you know FDL is reaching out to the masses in Bloggolandia!
AZ Matt @ 41
ALL WILL LOVE MEEEEEE…
AND DESPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIR!!
(ahem)
Heading home.
Bush is now calling himself the educator in chief. (My Pet Goats A**)
From Jesus’ General
TRex, dear therapod, I’m sure you will be the best cabin boy evah. I mean, for goodness sake, (eyes rolling) who else could do that with such style and panache!
Because of you taking on Late Nite, TRex, Jane gets to rest in the evenings. I would say that is the best possible gift - the gift of your time here.
A gift she shares with us every night when we get to read what’s in your heart.
TRex -
Scooter or the cancer cells? Who says it’s an either/or proposition? Take ‘em on one at a time, sure. One or the other? Not a chance.
We wouldn’t be here, if Jane hadn’t had the vision and gifts to reach out and make this place happen. Now it’s out turn, to give it up for her.
Thanks for being your generally high-strung, sensitive, 60-ft scaly self!
Since we’re absorbed in a trial concerned with Dick Cheney’s heavy hand, this article from tomorrow’s Haaretz about who the Syrians and Israelis chose in the US administration to keep informed of the progress of their secret peace talks.
Deadeye DickSpray the Target Cheney, that’s who.By Akiva Eldar, Haaretz Correspondent
Senior American government officials received regular reports of the secret meetings that took place in Europe between a former Israeli official and a Syrian representative, Haaretz has learned.
Senior officials in Washington told Haaretz that U.S. Vice President Dick Cheney was kept in the picture about these indirect talks between Syria and Israel.
Ibrahim (Ayeb) Suleiman, the Syrian representative, also said this at his meetings with former Foreign Ministry director general Alon Liel, adding that Cheney had made no move to stop him from participating in the talks. Suleiman is a Washington resident.
http://www.haaretz.com/hasen/spages/814534.html
Why Cheney? Did the ISG group know about these talks? Did Cheney hold this info for himself? From the president?
Had to delurk to send more love and light to Jane and, of course, to my favorite theropod, TRex. What a day of ups and downs for y’all, and isn’t life just like that sometimes. Thank you, all of you, for what you do here on this blog — a oasis of sanity and community.
I saw a news story that Condi might be a witness at this trial.
I wonder how this will play to the DC jury….just wondering.
T-Rex wrote:
You know, I have fulfilled that role a few times in my life. I’m a good codependent. Throw me out a window and someone else’s life flashes before my eyes.
Humph. I could have written that! Cancer is a series of losses no matter the outcome, and with any loss you have the opportunity to gain insight from those around you. Jane has the needed trio to fight the good fight - good information, good doctors and people who care and who will support her. I wish her the best.
BTW, when Annie Lennox was on a tour here (U.S.) two years ago with Sting, her ’cause’ for the tour was childhood cancer. Some things come around…
TRex — you will be the snark-bringer when Jane isn’t up to bringing her usual daily dose of snark in the days ahead.
It’s as obvious as those massive green therapodian thighs you have going on.
She chose you because you can snark for two and still have snark to spare, even if at the time it wasn’t obvious why she would need to have an ammo dump replete with snarkoliciousness between you and her.
After a long brain-draining soul-sucking day of listening to parsing and lies, we simply need snark delivered in its pure, unadulterated form…and Jane will need prodigious quantities to heal as well.
Capice? Snark on, babe.
Now what is the first thing we’d do with 1.2 Trillion Dollars? (From NYT)
couldn’t resist
because you can snark for two and still have snark to
spewspare…BTW, TRex, if you need a little change of pass to shake you out of the blues, Larisa could use some help.
She thinks that illegal drugs could have been a delivery system for Po-210.
I say no.
What say you?
Hey ET — in re: that exchange earlier this evening about the rumor that the White House modeled its anti-terror policies on “24″…
Yet another perfect example of these morons getting the “art imitates life” equation completely bassackwards.
Like Ledeen’s Dadaist foreign policy; Dadaism is supposed to reflect our current joke passing as foreign policy, not the other way around.
Wanted to add that bit earlier, but I was too busy…
Just for the record, nobody has been better at filling in for me last-minute when stuff would come up than TRex. He’s gotten pretty creative on the fly. He’s an amazing friend and his blogging abilities continue to blossom. A treasure both as a friend and a writer.
t-rex please keep us posted on jane’s recovery and as i’m on the east coast[new jersey] if something needs doing for jane i’m nearby and I’M free to travel lol. hold your head up t-rex!
We are all very proud of this lizard you have brought us, Jane.
neokneme @ 52
$4,000 per American, roughly, could buy a whole lot of stuff. Energy research, space programs (trip to Mars?), education, basic research of the sort that’s been neglected for the last six years (including biological research in genetics, a road to knowledge about cancer), and a whole bunch of other stuff. All of that would be a far better way to spend the money than using it to make Iraqis even more miserable than they already were.
Thanks for the link. I’m glad the NYT is finally working out what the consequences of an unnecessary war might be.
Jane Hamsher @ 56
You know, 60 footers have a tough time squeezing through doorways. Now his head will get all swollen up and it will be more difficult! It is great that you do compliment him, he does deserve it. He will need to get a larger hat.
Absolument, Jane.
And blossom, indeed; TRex’s “Late Nite FDL: Blather, Rinse, Repeat (The Five Stages of Blogging)” was an instant classic, one of his finest pieces yet.
That 4 grand could literally close up the donut hole in medicare part D for senior citizens. So it wouldn’t exist to plague them without mercy every year. I hate seeing that come up at work with people on fixed incomes like that. Most of the meds i dispense are NOT cheap. So finding you have to pay 3,600$ before and after christmas before the yearly turnover on january 1st? Horrible.
Premiums for gods know how long non senior citizens too. So much that could be done with that money, Cujo! Education too.
Josh at TPM sends Courage, Hope, Prayers for Jane.
Amazing how something so challenging for one can be unifying for all of us.
ACK! Here I am.
Sorry, everybody. I just got off the phone. Let me catch up.
Alright, I gotta’ hit the hay. Will be seeing Marcy tomorrow afternoon/evening, will send her your best, gang.
Don’t forget, FirePups, to order your copy of Anatomy of Deceipt pronto, you’re going to need it soon to keep score!! Damned great price, too, a bargain in terms of entertainment and education dollars invested.
Sending healing thoughts your way, Jane.
Rayne @
54
Hmmmmm. I will need to check that out.
It is as plausible as my cigarette theory. And given that Dr. Hillhouse thinks the crime shows signs of being outsourced to gangster-types, it would make sense that if they know how to smuggle anything, it’s drugs.
Double hmmmm.
I would really like to meet Larisa Alexandrovna someday. I just think she’s the most fascinating person.
Jane Hamsher @
56
Awwwww.
*blushes*
I was just sitting there at the soda counter at Schraft’s when Ms. Hamsher walked in and said, “Why, you’re just as pretty as a pictcheh, aincha, kiddo? You wanna be in show business?”
The rest, as they say, is hysteria.
Pfffffffft. It’s already so big, it has its own weather systems. Any bigger and it’ll start to have a gravitational pull.
I know that this treatment is years down the road, if it works at all, but still, I thought it was pretty damn neat: they’re looking at using a common cold virus to fight cancer.
Amazing what humans can do.
Jane Hamsher @
56
My thoughts and prayers to you, Jane. Thank you for your courage and your strength in leading this pack. You are a lioness, get well soon.
De-lurking after months of lurking after a month or two of de-lurking after months and months of lurking:
Due to job-from-hell, I’ve no time to swim in the G’Lake but I read regularly, even printing out threads to take on planes so I can catch up.
I followed Redd here from a Plame diary on Kos. I recall snorting at TrexSnark at Eschaton (you are the same 60 ft ‘pod, no?) And here I met Jane and all you terrific folks who, everyday, fill me with knowledge and hope and laughter. Lots and lots of laughter.
This past hell-i-daze, two of my friends entered treatment for breast cancer. They’re both doing well, thanks be to the goddess. But they fought and are fighting with all the strength, hope and outrageous passion they can muster. I realized just a few days ago, that they are not just cancer survivors, they are warriors. Cancer warriors.
That’s Jane. A warrior. A badass, righteous warrior with a brigade of wonderful, loving friends at her side. Just what the doctor ordered.
You’re in my heart and prayers, Jane.
Blessings to you.
Still here, trying to close a jillion open tabs without losing all my newly found Plame research.
Have had the pleasure of talking several times with Larisa. She is wickedly smart, quick as a whip, has street sense that most Americans don’t have. Call it a Russian sensibility, I guess.
I buy the multiple exposure theory, makes more sense, think Hillhouse supports this. But doped cigarettes don’t seem right to me, sorry, the symptoms didn’t match. Larisa has details on victims w/bloody noses which makes inhalation a possibility, but it could be other toxins, too. Bloody noses sounds more like direct contact than inhalation; breathing problems would suggest inhalation.
A few too many heart attacks recently, too, like an epidemic of lard-eating among hydrocarbon-trading folks…
Finally, only this tab left. Enjoy pondering on the Po-210.
She really is, you know. A Leo. The only creature in God’s creation who emerges from the womb shouting, “ONE IN EVERY COLOR! ONE IN EVERY COLOR!”
We’ll be here for both of you, TRex and Jane. It’s good to be a family.
Jane, I send you light and healing prayers for your challenge.
namaste!
Good luck Jane. God bless you.
I love them. They are often so bleak and sentimental at the same time. I can’t explain it, really. The darkest people who will ever make you laugh all night. They have a toughness.
I am basing this on the few Russians who I have met, though, and may be generalizing. But see, the whole Polonium cigarette thing to me would be very Russian.
“Ah, Litvinenko, my friend. You shouldn’t smoke. It will geev you cancer.”
That seems very Russian to me.
TRex,
If I were facing what Jane is facing, I would sure want you on my support team. I’m sure you will do a great job for Jane, as you do for us practically every night.
My best wishes to both of you, and to the entire crew at the Plame House.
By Bill Nichols, USA TODAY
President Bush on Tuesday criticized the handling of Saddam Hussein’s execution, saying it looked like “kind of a revenge killing” that had eroded the American public’s faith in the Iraqi government.
http://www.usatoday.com/news/w.....OE=NEWISVA
I don’t know why we’re not calling it the FDL Safe House.
Some good thoughts your way, Jane. I wandered here a few months ago during the Haggard inanity. I tend to lurk at late night, but the various posts by everyone is worth my regular time here. Even with my now insane school and workload.
My grandma is fighting off her second bout of cancer too. You sound like you’d get along famously with her. She’s a long master of canadian snark. ^_^ And why i love TRex’s particular brand of satire and wit so well. I’ve been hearing a version something like it for most of my life.
Looking forward to more laughs and a wealth of information to fight with! We’ve got your back, Jane.
Jane Hamsher @ 56
Talk about high praise!
atrios speaks for me:
punaise @ 83
And me.
TRex @ 80
I thought of that while reading your post. Perhaps you were gently diverting attention away from the actual safe house (
your Dads) while suggesting a rental was in place deep in the heart of DC.Hope. Yes, that is exactly right. Hope.
Suzanne @ 86
It’s a thing with feathers.
‘cuz there’s never too much Liebercontempt (salon.com):
don’t miss the Archie graphic.
I’ve been buried in work and I come back to this news.
My heart goes out Jane and all the Firedogs. Smart, beautiful and tough, Jane even does something like this right. Fight like hell and live your life doing the things you care about.
Hell, most people can’t do that when everything is going right.
If other people’s hopes were medicine, Firedoglake could cure the world.
Not as good as darkblack would have made it.
TRex @ 90
true, but we have very high standards here
hey P 4/4, tough day at the lake. been wondering where you’ve been.
Gang, I need to eat something and go to bed.
Thank you all for everything.
Take care.
punaise @ 92
Closing up one office and opening another, pretty much by myself.
If I see another box or file that hasn’t been used in years I’m climbing a clock tower in Texas…
bonne nuit TRex, merci pour tout.
Well it must be a really bad moon rising tonight. It is 2am where I am, its the date of my mother’s birthday, the first one since she died. I just resigned from a project I thought had some promise, and my sister in law April is having her mastectomy/hysterectomy on Monday because of HER battle with breast cancer. Now I’ve found out Jane is battling with this again. Not a very good evening at all. Can it get any worse? Did we nuke anyone?
Jane IS a lioness. We’re all rooting for her!
Patrick 4/4 @ 94
couldn’t be much worse than my ten-plus years of archives squirreled away in various places. time to do some shredding.
hey, karen allen…
Fini - hang in there.
punaise @ 98
Wear gloves. I’ve got paper cuts in my paper cuts.
Patrick 4/4 @ 100
Fini FiniTOOBZ! @ 96
Hmm. Well, on the plus side, the Libby trial actually started. But also on the minus side, the Bush Administration appears to be conducting its own Saturday Night Massacre, firing US Attorneys who have been investigating Republicans and replacing them with party hacks.
recommended reading: Wolcott citing a quite lucid PajamaMedia fellow (?) Dennis the Peasant on his associates’ bitterness at how things just aren’t working out that well in Iraq.
D the P:
punaise @ 101
punaise @ 103
The peasants are revolting.
Patrick 4/4 @ 105
actually, I’m not sure what he looks like